I'm not who I used to be.

I'm no longer the closet emo, I'm no longer "in the closet", I'm no longer whiny. I've learned to create my own happiness, I've come out to my entire family, and I've learned that what doesn't kill you, truly does make you stronger. I'm not the go through a bout of depression then threaten suicide girl. I'm that girl who's been through so much shit that she quite literally can't even be bothered with all the negative emotions. I no longer take shit from anyone, I brush it off. Its not even worth my time. Its taken me an insanely long time to learn to just go with the flow, not give a fuck, and do what I have to do to make a better life for myself. I wish I had realized all these things when I was younger. But I was young, naive, foolish, and down right stupid. Maybe I am still the same girl, just grown up a bit? Who knows? All I know is, I'm glad I'm not that same girl anymore. I love who I'm becoming. And that's not something I've ever been able to say until now.