As I mentioned in a previous post, I have 2 sisters, one older, and one younger; making me the middle child. My older sister and I are 13 years apart in age, while my younger sister and I are only about 3 1/2 years apart in age.
Growing up, I didn't have many friends, I went to school, came home, and went to doctor's appointments. That was my life, the only friend I really had was my younger sister. I was awful to her, always teasing her, making fun of her. If there was a world's worst older sister award, I probably would have won it. But regardless she still loved me unconditionally.
Today she moved out. It was like a huge part of my life just left. Don't get me wrong, I understand that she wants her freedom and independence, and is more than entitled to it.
I don't know, maybe I'm just afraid that I won't see her again, maybe I'm afraid that our family is falling apart. All I know is I miss my little sister, and its driving me crazy. All I wanna do is cry.
I'm trying to be strong, but I don't know its just not possible.
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